Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Relief
I know. No second guessing. The answer is clear. I am at peace. I'm in horrible pain, but at peace. I'm scared to death, but at peace. I desperately want to have my own babies, but I'm at peace. I KNOW. After 17 years of struggles, 7 surgeries and wondering why the Lord had forsaken me I now have the answer. He didn't forsake me. If I would have had a hysterectomy any earlier in my life it would have ruined me. I needed to have a mind and heart that were whole and healed. I didn't have that before now. What a true testament to me that there is a time and a season for everything. The Lords timetable is what we need to follow even if it takes 17 years. He knows when the time is right, and that time is now. I KNOW.
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3 comments:
What a great testimony. You can do it! You can do it! You're almost there!
And thank you for that sweet note - it made my day. :)
You are amazing! You are an inspiration to me . . . i am sad for you. I know you will have the opportunity in the eternities to have your own babies. Your patience in this life will pay off. If you ever need anything, i'm close. :) I will be praying for you for comfort and for continued peace.
Thanks for your sweet comments on my blog. I don't know why I didn't realize you had one; and I didn't realize you were going through this right now. I'm so sorry for more pain! You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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